number 2 ...
I felt pulled in dance in recent comments so I decided to post ...
The fact is that I do not know what to tell as my pseudo-association with the bird is not very defined and quite cumbersome ... The fault, I admit, is on both sides. For my part I confess I have spent a little time when I wondered if you really interest me or not because it reflects the standards of my "ideal guy" ... indeed, if we tell the truth is quite the opposite ... But I'm fine with him if I do not feel I'm missing and if I says something that does not go by in paranoia. He too, however, fails to be clear and express what he thinks / vuole...Dice that it will not fool me, but when I leave for Amsterdam not felt for 5 days leads me to see the view but when I ask him to Montevecchia What do you think of me I answered that I'm nice (yes, that's right !!!!!!!!!!) and I could go on forever with its contradictions.
The point is that I am highly suspicious and insecure ... I need to let go a person that gives me security, not one that I create more doubt in my mind ... As Vasco says "who knows what I would pay to see inside that head what you "!!!!! The problem is that basically I'm afraid ... afraid to play all the way, to get well and then take it to that place ... I know I should not be so rational, but unfortunately I'm just like ... I do not think that face already come to terms with myself!! :-)
